I’m so scared I’m not going to be successful. If I continue the way I am I don’t think it will be possible. I need to better myself and I don’t know how because I have no sense of self motivation. I live for myself and I feel my values and priorities aren’t straight. I must start paying attention to these things so I can realize what needs to happen because I am scared of what the the future holds. I feel like I’m far behind everyone else and comparing yourself to others is no good but what else am I to do when constantly surrounded and in need of others.
I believe I need isolation and hopefully summer will bring me that.
I’ve tried this before and it leads to depression
Constant battle between anxiety and depression is overwhelming.
In need if love

(Source: lidy1, via br0mama)

I often find myself wishing terrible things upon myself just to have a reason to feel the way I already do
It’s fucking terrible and I hope they never come true






Pulp Fiction (1994)